Clothes shopping always makes me super depressed. I hate my body and the way I look. And I only have myself to blame. God it fucking sucks. What have I done to myself?
So it just hit me today that I have managed to gain 20 lbs from this time last year. I am so ashamed and disgusted with myself. I need to change. This time will be different. I actually need to make this time count. No more bullshit.